It's not easy

These days I find it very hard being the positive person I usually am around colleagues. There's so much negativity surrounding me, and motivating the others are really difficult. This makes me sad, because I look at myself as a happy person and one that likes to laugh a lot. This constant struggle trying not to loose control, always saying that this negative situation will turn to the better, is not easy. When will there come a time when other people tell me not to worry? When will other people give me some motivation? I don't know. But one thing I do know: I will always try very hard to be happy inside. No matter what! 

Book Tip: Handling the Undead (John Ajvide Lindqvist) - Norwegian title: Håndtering av udøde.

No phone for me!

My cell phone was cut off today, and I feel cut off from parts of my world. It´s like I´m living in the 80's. I didn't like it back then and definitely not now. But what to expect when you're used to the fact that someone else is paying the bill, and they don't? Kill, kill, kill! And no phone for me!